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If You Love Two People...

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 Aubrie (original poster member #33886) posted at 2:15 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second.

I came across this on Pinterest. As rediculous as the above quote is, the comments were even more interesting. Everything from "love this quote! So true!" to "If that's how you really believe, you need to get your butt in therapy to find out what your deal is".

To just about everyone on SI, this one is a no-brainer. There is a difference between love and luuuurv, as folks around here put it.

Love is Mr. Aubrie accepting and adoring me at my best and absolute worst. Love is working all hours to provide for us. Love is making sacrifices for our family. Love is holding my hand while I puke my guts out. Love is being by my side thru 2 pregnancies. One, uneventful the other, stressed with suicidal tendencies and almost losing the baby during delivery. Love is sitting in the floor with me while I suffered a miscarriage. Love is late bills, flat tires, dirty laundry, morning breath and sleepy eyes, boring household chores, weeding the garden, bedtime stories, kids sneaking in our room during a thunderstorm, passing kisses in the hallway, burnt dinners and desserts that flopped. Love is when you confess the greatest hurt, you look up into their tear filled eyes and hear, "I forgive you. I will give you another chance. Do not mess this chance up. I love you and am willing to do what it takes to make this work." Love is dealing with the rollercoaster of R. Learning to communicate. Learning what makes us tick. Reliving nightmares from the past. Love is doing the hard work.

Lurv is the fantasy. Airbrushed, photoshopped images of us at our very best in the most flattering angles and light. It's well worded texts and emails that do nothing but flatter one another's egos. It's all "sweetness" and smiles. Rainbows and unicorns. It's sneaking around, and stolen moments. Moments that were taken from your real family. Lurv is an illusion, or more accurately, a delusion, or what the real thing is. Lurv is lying to the AP to make them feel better about themselves and yourself. You paint yourself as this amazing, can't live without it person. When in reality, you are both sadly, terribly broken.

I think for myself the answer is clear. I'll take the first one. And never, ever take it for granted again.

"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne

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GullibleGirl ( member #33580) posted at 2:25 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

You just HAD to go and make my emo butt cry, didn't you? Thanks, thanks for that!!!!

Me-FWW-53 He-BH-55
No kids/M 29yrs/D-Day: 4/20/11

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 Aubrie (original poster member #33886) posted at 2:29 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Speaking from the heart Sister.

"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne

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notthesum ( member #16172) posted at 2:32 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Gdamn allergies.....

*sniffling*

Time heals nothing. It's what you do with that time that heals..or doesn't.

I'm not almost 40. I'm $19.99 plus shipping and handling. And insurance.

Sometimes, the person you would take a bullet for is the one holding the gun.

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used2bestrong ( member #34372) posted at 2:40 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Aubrie - I'm sending this to my WH, not because it will touch HIM, but because it touched ME. Thank you.

BS - me
WS - husband
4 children - all teens
D-day 6/15/11.

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SisterMilkshake ( member #30024) posted at 2:58 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

I was kind of bummed, Aubrie, when I saw the topic and you posting it.

Of course, you are Aubrie and you get it, so I shouldn't have worried!

And that quote is stoooo-pid!!!!!!!!

BW (me) & FWH both over half a century; married several decades; children
d-day 3/10; LTA (7 years?)

"Oh, why do my actions have consequences?" ~ Homer Simpson
"She knew my one weakness: That I'm weak." ~ Homer Simpson

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 Aubrie (original poster member #33886) posted at 3:07 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Allergies...

(((((used2bestrong)))))

Sorry for the mild heart attack SisterMilkshake.

"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne

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IrishLass518 ( member #34373) posted at 3:13 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

I really hate that saying :( I see it all the time. Thank you for making it so clear what the difference between love (with the 1st person) and luuurv (with the 2nd person) . As usual Aubrie, you are spot on.

Me: 46 BS Divorced
Him: 45 Married OW
DDay: 07/04/2008
Divorced: 06/15/2011
5 kids: IrishLass 27,IrishLad 25, IrishLass 23, IrishLad 21 and IrishLad 12
"You can't run from trouble..there ain't no place that far"

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TooSadToCry ( member #35123) posted at 3:14 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Beautiful!!! I'm going to print and put this in a card for my husband and tell him how much I've always loved him and that I forgive him. Although I'm still hurt and in the process of healing, he needs to hear that I forgive him. Thanks again!

Me: BS
Him: WH
Both 44
Together since we were 18
Married 24 years
2 Teenage Sons
Dday 2/22/12

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SuperDuperWonderboy ( member #34716) posted at 4:24 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Damn you Aubrie, you are wrecking my streak of 3 days without tears.

(actually I didn't make it through my commute this morning)...but you just set the clock back another 12 hours.....damn.

My Friends call me Wonderboy--That's Mr. SuperduperWonderboy to you Tred.

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 Aubrie (original poster member #33886) posted at 4:33 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Although I'm still hurt and in the process of healing, he needs to hear that I forgive him.

ToSadToCry, I hope to God your WS realizes what a gift that forgiveness is and that receiving it after something as traumatic as this is huge.

Sorry wonderboy! Been keeping up with y'all. Wishing you well in your healing.

"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne

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whatjusthappened ( member #34695) posted at 5:11 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Spot on, Aubrie. Thank you.

As soon as Mr. wjh all but forgot OW's name on D-Day and went into fight mode for me, I knew he only luuuurved her and truly loved me. It's that knowledge that keeps me moving.

Me - 40
Him - 39
Married 16 years
2 DS
Day my world crashed down: 12/22/11
In R. Seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

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numb&dumb ( member #28542) posted at 6:20 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Sniff

I, uh, have to check something over there . . .

Dday 8/31/11. EA/PA. Lied to for 3 years.

Bring it, life. I am ready for you.

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nvr flt sch pain ( member #31540) posted at 10:43 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Thank you Aubrie24.

I'm a BS and to hear a WS say that is just great : )

BW-2gether 13 years, wed 09/09.
Dd1 OW1 6/7/2012 - 9 mnths pa/ea. Dd2 OW1 13/8/2010. Dd3 OW1 10/10, ons and ongoing ea.
Dd4 05/11 OW2 - EA/poss PA, plus other poss ONSs,other dodgy txts.
Dd5 03/12 date sites, sex chats & porn!
01/2013 - porno se

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noescape ( member #34888) posted at 10:54 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Yes, allergies...

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noescape ( member #34888) posted at 10:58 AM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Sorry, double post

[This message edited by noescape at 4:59 AM, March 30th (Friday)]

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Mrs Panda ( member #27303) posted at 1:03 PM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

Nice post, Aubrie.

Yay for Pintest. Boo for lame saying!

You know what I have been thinking lately...love...My BH has seen me at my worst, but saw the best in me, and chose to love me anyway.

Me-48 FWW Him 51BH
M 20 years,. Fully Reconciled ❤️.
DDay#1 Nov 2008
DDay#2 Aug 2009 (Prior A from 2001)
"Those who believe in telekinetics, raise my hand." -Kurt Vonnegut

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 Aubrie (original poster member #33886) posted at 2:09 PM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

My BH has seen me at my worst, but saw the best in me, and chose to love me anyway.

Exactly!

"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne

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disgust ( member #34200) posted at 2:17 PM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

That is beautiful Aubrie84. I wish all waywards could come to the same conclusion as you.

I'm happy you are there.

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livetotell ( member #26527) posted at 2:23 PM on Friday, March 30th, 2012

add me to the tear brigade. Thanks Aubrie - you give so many of us BS's someone to look to as an example of a WS who just gets it - it really helps to get through those harder days.

((Aubrie))

Me: BW - 36 Him: WH - 35
D-Day 1: 11/17/09
D-Day 2: 3/31/11
I'm not taking grenades for you anymore baby.
We are in R.
"Today I will live in the moment....unless the moment is unpleasant in which case I will eat a cookie"

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