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leonine101 (original poster new member #36323) posted at 8:13 AM on Thursday, August 9th, 2012
Cannot sleep tonight. Here's a first pass at the letter I plan to send my husband soon. Suggestions and edits are welcomed.
[i]Dear Husband,
Your behavior towards me during the past week has been unacceptable. Your interactions with [ex-wife] since she began her divorce have also been unacceptable. If our marriage is to survive this turmoil, I need to see some changes from you, very quickly.
You will need to limit your contact with [ex-wife] to emails regarding child rearing only. She will always been in our lives because of the kids, so when additional interaction with her is unavoidable we will figure out how to proceed as a couple. I will have access to all of your emails with [ex-wife] as well as access to your cell phone and computer. You used those tools to emotionally cheat on me, so I no longer trust what you do with email and texting.
We will both see individual and marital counselors. We will find our marital counselor together; we must both feel comfortable with the person who will help us repair our marriage.
You will NEVER speak to me the way you spoke to me the other night again. I will not tolerate verbal or emotional abuse from you. I felt heartbroken and so hurt when you spoke to me the way you did and called me names. I am pregnant with your child. I deserve and require your respect. I have never and will never speak to you in that way, because I never want to hurt you so badly.
Until I feel confidant you are meeting these requirements you will not come to doctor appointments with me. You will not be a part of my life. I am not your backup plan, and as much as I love you, I cannot be in a marriage where you pine for your ex-wife.
If you choose to fight for our marriage, I will be your closest ally. I love you. I want us to be together. But my self-respect and my need to be loved for me outweighs that want.
Love,
L101[/i]
MediumRare ( member #35128) posted at 2:56 PM on Thursday, August 9th, 2012
This looks very good leonine.
I'm so sorry you have to go through this. It sucks when you have to treat your spouse like a child. 
My only suggestion would be to change the "need to see some changes from you very quickly" to "immediately"..
With the wayward "very quickly" may often times be construed as "28 months" by their own fog-based measurement system, so try to quantify anything and everything since anything not specific will likely be abused, stretched or manipulated.
BS (ME): 44
WS(HER): 42
9 years
OM#1- 20-something loser, stole bunch of my things after she had sex with him in our bed (no condoms, STDs)
OM#2- 24 year old, unemployed loser, lives with mom & dad
DDay 1/2012
NC 3/20/2012
SGASDay 4/1/2012
DustingMyselfOff ( member #36143) posted at 4:24 PM on Thursday, August 9th, 2012
Outstanding! Shows the love you have for him but even more importantly shows the love you have for YOU and that you deserve and demand respect!
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WH: 46 years old
Married 15 years
EA for 5 months, escalated into PA (3 times) for one month.
D-Day: June 11, 2012
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MystiKay ( member #36401) posted at 4:48 PM on Thursday, August 9th, 2012
That is an awesome letter!
TheClimb ( member #25895) posted at 4:54 PM on Thursday, August 9th, 2012
Great letter. Best of luck to you.
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Akire ( member #32101) posted at 10:53 PM on Thursday, August 9th, 2012
I have never and will never speak to you in that way, because I never want to hurt you so badly.
It is a fanatastic letter, clear and firm. I would rethink this line though. Only because you are potentially at the start of the long, hard journey of R in which your anger may rise in any number of ways you can't currently see. He has hurt you badly, and you may want to hurt him badly, its a natural response and a reoccurring reality of peoples' posts here on SI are anythiing to go by. Just wouldn't want to see you make pledges you later feel ashamed you couldn't keep. I think its fine to say you have done nothing to warrant that kind of treatment of you. He, on the other hand, has.
BS(me), FWH(gone), 2DS
M-16y, now S
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Gipper ( member #32232) posted at 9:30 AM on Friday, August 10th, 2012
Who wrote that for you? That seems so incredibly coherent for someone so soon after D Day. I couldn't have written something so effective as you have 6 months in. You have good handle on this. Stick to your guns. I am sorry that you have to be her, but this is a great letter that you have written.
leonine101 (original poster new member #36323) posted at 8:35 PM on Friday, August 10th, 2012
I have always been able to express my feelings better in writing than by talking. It I had said this to my husband i would have been a hot mess
4everfaithful83 ( member #41761) posted at 5:50 PM on Wednesday, April 9th, 2014
Just found this post while searching for something to help another SI member. Your letter is awesome and extremely well written. I hope it served you well. Thanks!!
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1 doggie
DDay: June 24th, 2013
DDay 2 : August 22nd,2017
Left him August 26th, 2017
tushnurse ( member #21101) posted at 6:46 PM on Wednesday, April 9th, 2014
This is fantastic.
You are firm and absolute.
I wish I would have had my shit together enough to write something like this on dday.
Me: FBSHim: FWSKids: 23 & 27 Married for 32 years now, was 16 at the time.D-Day Sept 26 2008R'd in about 2 years. Old Vet now.
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