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User Topic: Life Imploding...now what do I do?
betrayedinSC77
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Default  Posted: 8:43 PM, March 17th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm so glad I found this site a few months ago...it has been extremely helpful! I lurked but never posted as I thought my WS and I were working towards a common goal but have since found out that I was an idiot to even think that.

Here is the pertinent info:

We've been married for 12 years and together for 15 total. WS is in sales and was having an emotional affair with one of her main clients that was quickly escalating into a physical affair.

Based on my reading of her emails (prior to password being changed) and viewing her texts and other info I stumbled upon, I get the sense that she is really the aggressor in all of this and is actively pursuing him. He seems to be enjoying the ride (he is married as well) and hasn't shut it down.

D-Day; 12/27 when she finally came clean after 3 months of lying and numerous requests to be honest since I had proof of the emotional affair. As late as Mid-December she was planning on when they would finally do the deed (recently purchased neglige, candles for the hotel room, condoms, lube, etc....)

Early January- Agreed to work on the marriage and see our pastor for marital counseling. There was limited contact between the two of them in January and February.

Mid February- Had a few sessions of counseling that seemed to go well and our pastor directed us to a Family Life Marriage Conference.

Late February- We attended the marriage conference and she said on the way home that she realized our marriage wasn't as bad as she thought. She also bought all these books for us to read together to grow closer together.

Early March- She started having to spend more time traveling to this particular client based on the deal being moved to the front burner and interacting with the other man again. Over the past 2 weeks, she suddenly became more distant again and was again acting as I could do no right and all of our marital work went right down the tubes. She was traveling last week and flat out lied that she had seen him for drinks before a big meeting (saw the texts as proof).

2 Nights ago- As she was putting our child to bed, I got on her phone and saw in the notes app that she is again wanting to pursue him and is already planning out the night where and how the whore can bag him.

So my questions...

1- Since she is clearly the aggressor do I call the douche bag and tell him to grow a pair and back the hell off? It is clear based on what my WS is writing that his wife now has him on a short leash and must think something is going on as well.

2- After much effort and work, I have found the jerk's wife contact information...Do I reach out to her and confirm her suspicions?

Frankly, I'm at a loss as to what to do. Through individual counseling for myself, it has become clear through my sessions that my wife has a personality disorder that I never fully understood. She is able to compartmentalize our issues and stick them in a box. We can have an argument and 30 minutes later she'll want to talk about our upcoming vacation and the planning involved as if nothing happened/is going on. I really do not know who this person I share the same bed with...shocking to say the least.

Finally, is this common...she spends literally no time with our child...when she does, she gets easily annoyed/angry even with him/her. That is the worst part for me...I have grown exceptionally closer to him/her over the past 6 months and am really trying to be her rock during this time where she doesn't understand why mommy is always being mean...shit absolutely breaks my heart...is this behavior common?

Thanks to any and all replies...I really do appreciate your feedback/guidance.


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startingover1090
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Default  Posted: 8:51 PM, March 17th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

First off, I am sorry.

Second, my husband does the same thing as far as fights are concerned. I always thought it was so weird that one min he was mad at me and the next he would be asking me questions about some show we were watching and had moved on from being upset and I would be left feeling like I was the crazy one. So your not alone there.

I would definitely tell the mand wife she deserves to know...

[This message edited by startingover1090 at 8:52 PM, March 17th (Sunday)]


WH- 24
Me- 22
Son- almost 18 months

-Finding my way-


Posts: 47 | Registered: Feb 2013 | From: North Carolina
neverwantedaWW
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Default  Posted: 9:19 PM, March 17th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

She must commit to NO CONTACT. You said she bought the books. Did she buy Just Friends? Did she read it, or just buy it to keep you happy. So sorry your here. My WW had A with co-worker as well. 180 her, gather your info.


Me: BS
WW EA/PA with coworker
DD OCT 14 2011
Married 19 years.

Posts: 60 | Registered: Jul 2012
HeavyE
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Default  Posted: 9:22 PM, March 17th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Welcome brother. Sorry you have found us but glad you did. You are not alone.

Have you spoken with an attorney. You have rights and you need to know how to protect yourself. Even if you don't file, there is strength and peace of mind in doing so.

Forget the OM. Nothing you say to him will help you.

Expose to the OM's wife. DON'T TELL YOUR WIFE YOU ARE GOING TO DO THIS. JUST DO IT.

Keep track of all evidence you have. Make multiple copies and keep them safe.

Set out your requirements and lay down the law. Be prepared to back it up if she doesn't comply.


You can't change the wind, but you can adjust your sails.

Me Tarzan
Her Jane

Reconciled
D-Day 4/14/08


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jackson
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Default  Posted: 10:55 PM, March 17th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Absolutely tell the OM's BW. Your W as you know has serious issues that she needs IC for. It appears that it is up to you to make sure that your D is taken care of and not neglected. You've got a tough roe to how. Best to you.

Posts: 790 | Registered: Mar 2008 | From: Midwest
LonelyHusband
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Default  Posted: 11:24 PM, March 17th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

OK, firstly, just stop for a second and take a few deep breaths.

OK, so she basically works with the guy. You need to understand that this situation cannot continue. It just can't. As long as there is continued contact she will never let go of him. forget about him, he's not the issue here, your wife is. so here is what you need to do.

I'm sure you love your wife, but to have a chance to ending this pain you need to give her some tough love. Sit her down, and calmly, but firmly explain the following;

This crap ends now. today. She goes No Contact immediately. No last phone calls. no saying goodbye. No emails. This means she needs to change jobs. If she cannot change jobs then she needs to be explaining to her boss that she cannot continue working with that client, and explaining why. I know that's a nightmare, but she needs to choose between her job and her husband. That's just the reality she has created. I want to make it very clear that time and time again we see this happening and there just cannot, cannot be any continued contact between your wife and this guy. As long as there is ANY contact then sparks are going to catch light and this nightmare will not end. she may well get angry about this and blame you for her career going belly up, but just remember this is her bed, not yours. She is going to shout and scream and be unwilling to accept this reality but you need to hold firm. She has put herself in the position of choosing between the job and her family. But she will avoid making that choice until you make her face it.

Rules for the confrontation

1. Calmness rules. No shouting, no rage. You are Mr reasonable. It's tempting to blow your top but remember you have a child in the house, and equally remember that whilst she is betarying you, no-one deserves to be frightened in their own home. So keep your cool.
2. Don't listen to the lies.
3. Don't reveal your sources of information. If you do, she may seek new ways to hide information from you.
4. Be firm. Have an agenda and stick to it. This is very much a "This happens or this happens" situation.

The actions you want are

1. No contact and immediate action to change jobs or prevent no contact. and it needs to be verifiable
2. All usernames and passwords for all bank accounts, email accounts, facebook accounts, phone accounts. Everything.
3. Complete honesty and transparency. she tells you where she is going and who with, at all times. No LIES.
4. She needs to commit to some form of professional guidance. In time, to marriage guidance.

She will probably object to being treated like a child. Actually this is natural as you ARE treating her like a child, but remember that she is behaving like a child so you are simply acting appropriately.

Explain that any problems with any of the above give you a loud and clear message that she is unwilling to recommit to the marriage, and you will act appropriately. Leave it at that. However if that happens then you need to come back here and tell us, because the advice will change at that point.

You need to tell the other man's wife. And don't warn your wife, don't threaten to do it, don't tell her you are going to do it. They will just get their stories straight and you will end up looking like a madman. The OMs wife deserves to know the truth, and you need someone else who knows the truth to watch out for the two of them getting back together. the sad fact is you are going to have to treat your wife like a bit of a child for the moment. Believe what you see, not what you here.

Stay away from the OM. He's had enough involvement in your life, and he's not your problem. You'd get no joy from him anyway, and he wouldn't listen to a word you said. The only person that would get hurt from that it is you. focus on your priorities. Your child, yourself, and only then your marriage.

The child. I am not in favour of putting the child in the middle of infidelity, so you can't really use her behaviour to the child as ammunition. Remember that the affair is really all about her. It doesn't reflect on you or your child. However, you need to seek legal advice and put your financial affairs in order. Keep all the evidence you have found as you may need it. I'm so sorry, this must sound so terrible to you, but right now the only person on your side, and on the side of your child, is YOU, and you need to protect yourself.

You need to start reading the healing library. There is an awesome amount of information in there, all written by people who have been through what you are now experiencing, have survived and come through the other side scarred but wiser.

I can tell you from my own reconciliation that your wife is still there, and you have a chance at putting your marriage back together. But it WILL NOT happen because you love her. You cannot love someone out of an affair. You cannot control her at all, and you cannot MAKE her love you again or commit to your marriage. However, your best shot is tough love. your best shot will be if you drag her kicking and screaming back into the reality and make her face the consequences of being a wife and mother. As long as she can deny reality and live in fantasy then she will - why not, fantasy is always more attractive than reality.

It's crap that you are here, but you really have found the best resource on the web for this nightmare you find yourself in. Keep posting, and look after yourself.

[This message edited by LonelyHusband at 11:27 PM, March 17th (Sunday)]


BS ( me) 41
fWS (OktoberMest) 35
D day #1 29/10/2011, D day #2 15/112011, D day #3 15/03/2012
Reconciling.
Its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all, is inadequate consolation when you vacuum up a child's hamster'

Posts: 1290 | Registered: Dec 2011 | From: UK
5454real
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Default  Posted: 12:49 AM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

LH nailed it in one. Read it, then read it again. Then implement.


BH 51, WW 42
DS 23(Mine),SD 21,SS 20(Hers),DS 9 Ours, DGS 3, DGD 1 mo
D=Day #1 5/04EA (Rugswept)
D-Day #2 3/10/12, TT til 3/13/12
Married 10yrs
I have no love for a friend who loves in words alone.
― Sophocles, Antigone

Posts: 3174 | Registered: Nov 2012 | From: midwest
stronger08
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Default  Posted: 3:29 AM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I want to second that LH is spot on here. Listen to his advice. At this point she seem intent on having a physical A. Confrontation using LH guidelines is a must. Be prepared for a fight. She is going to use the old "Your invading my privacy" bullshit to shift the attention from her plotting an A to your investigating.


You cant eat soup with chopsticks.

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Laura28
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Default  Posted: 5:35 AM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I want to second that LH is spot on here.

Me too. Listen to the old hands here. They have seen it so often.

HUGS

Laura


Married 32yrs Me BW 58Yrs Him FWH 60yrs
OWzero 1988 EA?/PA? Gaslighted.
Dday May 28 2010.
OW1 1994(6mths PA, EA 16+ years).
OW2 2002(8yrs PA).
OW3 2009(1Yr PA).
Others???? Status: Not Divorcing..but.."You can't unfuck the goat"

Posts: 2758 | Registered: Jul 2010 | From: Australia
heforgotme
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Default  Posted: 10:02 AM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I have found the jerk's wife contact information...Do I reach out to her and confirm her suspicions?

Yes!


D-Day 11/15/12
5 month PA
Married 20 years, 3 kids
All good is hard. All evil is easy. Dying, losing, cheating, and mediocrity is easy. Stay away from easy.
- Scott Alexander
It was the day I thought I'd never get through - Daughtry

Posts: 1085 | Registered: Feb 2013 | From: FL
SeanFLA
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Default  Posted: 10:18 AM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

LH is correct. My WW traveled for business and had her A while on business. I know your emotions are killing you right now, but do whatever you have to do to stuff them down in front of her and implement exactly what he's outlining. I did not do this like he's saying and it came back to haunt me. I did the begging, the bargaining and the crying in front of her...didn't change her. Don't make my mistake. Mine changed her passwords on her phone and computers as well. One thing I did do correctly was I did notify the OM's wife. It took me a long time to do it, but I'm glad I did. I also notified his employer becasue of his position. It was an offense in his career as a high ranking military officer. I showed no mercy with that. Both of them ruined my life, so anything was fair game at that point. Yes WW was furious with me and said i did a shitty thing (yeah and you didn't?). But it got me back my self respect (and yes some vengence with it I will admit). But it was the right thing to do. His wife had no clue. And she thanked me afterwards. She said she wished I told her earlier. That alone was such a relief in that I did the right thing. You need to knock her back to reality. It will be the hardest thing you will ever do. Becuase it's like you're dealing with "pod person" or something right now. You aren't used to seeing her acting this way and it's so hard to believe she can treat you in this manner. If you do what he outlines you have a good shot at waking her up. If you need to vent do it here. If you need to cry, get in your car and park somewhere remote to get it out. But never let her see you doing it. Never let her see your weakness. If all this is having little effect visit a few attornys. Tell her if this is the way she wants to act then all further communication will go through my attorny and flip his business card at her. That alone is reality.


BS(me) 48
WW 46
1 son 14 yrs old
Married 18 yrs, together 21 yrs

"You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have." ~ Bob Marley


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TXMommy
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Default  Posted: 12:15 PM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

LH, spot on.
It'll be hard, but it's the only way your WW will snap out of her delusions.


ME - BS - 33
WH - 30
Married 9 years, together 11
2 kids: D8, S2
D-Day: June 10th, 2010
Trudging through R.

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jimbo25319
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Default  Posted: 2:13 PM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Print out LH's post, memorize.it, then live it.

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toomanyregrets
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Default  Posted: 2:46 PM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

If you have a hunch that his wife suspects something, I'd call her and let her know what's going on. She has a right, just as you do, to who is trying to destroy her marriage.
As for your wife, maybe talking to a lawyer might help.


BH - 64
fWW - 60

"Affairs are not mistakes, they are a series of deliberate choices." - CrappyLife


Posts: 494 | Registered: Dec 2012 | From: Upstate NY
betrayedinSC77
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Default  Posted: 5:50 PM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thank you everyone for your feedback and support! I will absolutely be speaking to an attorney this week to figure out what I need to do to ensure my daughter is protected. We didn't have the best marriage over the past few years but I never thought once about screwing someone else to make up for the shitty marriage. This has definitely been a wake up call that the two of us took our vows very differently.

I will also absolutely reach out to the guy's wife this week as well. I was hesitant to drop the bomb on her but all of you are right...she deserves the information as much as I did/do.

In terms of LH's comments...you have my heartfelt thanks. My wife has always had massive and serious control issues in our marriage traced back to her overbearing and very controlling father...she has never dealt with all that crap. Our pastor has told her she needs to be an open book in all of this with everything you have said but she is continuing to fight it for fear of giving up control. Even if she wasn't trying to hide the affair right now she would still fight tooth and nail to share that kind of pertinent information. I thought we were on the road to reconciliation but her actions, or more so the lack thereof, clearly show she absolutely isn't there and frankly might never be there. I've tried for 3 months to show her that I cared for her/wanted to work on us but I see now that simply showed weakness and was the furtherest thing from tough love and simply made it worse. Live and learn:)

I can see that life is going to be hell over the next 6 to 12 months but I appreciate very much all of you taking the time to respond.


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betrayedinSC77
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Default  Posted: 7:42 PM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Wow...for the first time in 3 months, my wife left her work phone unlocked and found she really loves to make notes for herself about how much she loves flirting with him, talking about her new landing strip wax with him, drinks together, etc... I took photos with my phone for when I need them but it is clear that she has every intent of still following through with this. I've read a bunch of the Affair books and some of the articles in the Healing Library but honestly can't seem to grasp how someone, anyone, can throw away a life, family and children for sex and the thrill....I honestly don't get it...

[This message edited by betrayedinSC77 at 7:43 PM, March 18th (Monday)]


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LonelyHusband
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Default  Posted: 8:27 PM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

so what's the plan now you have the evidence you need?


BS ( me) 41
fWS (OktoberMest) 35
D day #1 29/10/2011, D day #2 15/112011, D day #3 15/03/2012
Reconciling.
Its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all, is inadequate consolation when you vacuum up a child's hamster'

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gonnabe2016
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Default  Posted: 8:42 PM, March 18th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Dude, you just can't make sense out of nonsense. Trust me, I've been trying for almost 5 years now. Sultan thinks that I should be throwing myself at him out of gratitude and showering him with love and affection because he "likes me best."

I'm sorry, but you really should just *go dark* on her right now. Don't engage in any conversations beyond kids/finances.

Nothing like a little bit of *reality* to mess with the fantasy world that your WW is in right now.

It's time to play hard-ball.


"Oh, what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive." - Sir Walter Scott

In my effort to be *concise*, I often come off as blunt and harsh. Sorry, don't mean to be offensive.


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happyman64
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Default  Posted: 7:42 AM, March 20th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

So Betrayed how are your plans shaping up for this week?

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simplydevastated
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Default  Posted: 3:33 PM, March 20th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Hello Betrayed, welcome to the club no one wanted to join. This is a fabulous site packed with kind and caring people, willing to help.

LH and everyone else have given spot-on advice.

I feel for you and your child. I have two young ones and it's hard to watch my husband treat them poorly (I'm putting that mildly), then claim he's the victim. It puts you in a tough place, you want be honest and explain why mommy is acting this way, but you don't want to put her down in front your child, either.

The best I can do for my children is be there when they need me, listen to them, and try to explain "it's not you, papa is under stress right now and he has a hard expressing things." That seems to work.

I'm sorry your gping through this.

(((HUGS)))


Me - BS, 39 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS10, DD7
Married, for now... (4+ D-Day - listed in profile.)

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