After losing our jobs, and our apartment. My fiance, our son, and I were forced to move back home.
My son and I moved to my parents, and she moved to her grandmothers.
For 5 months this is the situation I believed was true. We were still reconciling a prior very recent infidelity on her part.
Yesterday was one of the most painful moments in my life. My fiance called me at 3 am.
After 3 days of her being gone, not coming home, not answering texts or calls.
Only it was not her calling me but her "boyfriend" calling me to let me know that for the past 2 months she has been living with him at his house. going there every night, and that they have been having sex every day. In the same 2 months she was still sexually active with me.
I was in shock, she had been with me and my son nearly every day if she didn't have "work", it was only at night that she would leave to go sleep at her grandmothers. Which for a few months was the truth.
I met her when I was 17, I'm 24 now. I know that I was very young and foolish and that is what led me to be so easy for her to manipulate. I wanted to believe she could always be sweet, loving, and honest. But when I look back those times were few and far between.
But it hurts me so badly, because I loved her , and I believed her, and I wanted my son to always have his Mom and Dad together. We were best friends and in love, at least in my world.
As a man I feel like I've lost something inside.
She has 2 kids from previous relationships. My son is the third, she isn't the primary caregiver for any of them. She leaves her oldest to her mom, her son to her second ex, and my son to me. It was always something I argued with her about. I sometimes even thought inside that if she could treat her kids this way then it explains a lot about how she treats me.
I tried my best to communicate to her my goals, beliefs and morals. I worked hard to pay our bills by myself when she would get fired for idiotic reasons. I even kept our home clean, since she was always too "tired" to do so.
And now today I am lonely and sad, During our relationship I lost touch with all my friends. Which were not many too begin with. But on the bright side I do have my son, and my family.
I know that I am on my way to success, and she will be a joke i tell in the future.
But right now I feel like dying.