Do I keep digging and digging, making myself sick to no end, or do I push it aside, and move on??? If I keep digging, he keeps denying, I still have no proof and life is miserable.
End up kicking him out, and always not having any proof. Again, just a feeling that he is lying.
I fully realize every one has a different opinion, but you know, I always said to myself if my H ever cheated on me, I would leave. It is not that easy is it? Why can we just f... throw their shit out the door and say good by.
It was amazing in a way, given enough time, I actually had flashbacks to conversations years ago - expressions that never made sense in a conversation...
After six months of denials, and sending Joseph's Letter, he admitted 12 OW...
I trust the gut - but my gut gave me things to question... dig deeper, are there things that just don't add up for you?
I do look back, all the late nights, me with three kids, we had several business in our lifetime. 2 of which I build from the group up myself. Always busy with kids, business and trying to juggle his f.... attitude issues. Silent treatment. Never wanting to discuss what his issues were. Kept me in the dark, he said I pushed him. Shit, he was almost and I mean almost a cold cold sun of bitch! Would never tell me what was on his mind. So I kept busy with my children, loved them to death, made sure they had all the love they needed (he was never home) paid for their education (he participated) and to this day, my kids are my world. No thanks to him, he was never home. He is suppose to call tonight, better not answer that phone. I really do not think that I can actually sit back and pretend that all he had was ONS. I will keep you all posted. Meanwhile, I live in hell.