It's horrible,the rage you feel,isn't it?
You need to find another way to release your anger. Join a gym. Buy a punching bag. Take up running.
Don't ever hit him again. Not only because it's not ok..but he can call the cops and have you arrested...and you would go to jail.
An affair is abusive. Physically, mentally,and emotionally. Bringing more abuse into the situation will only make it worse.
[This message edited by confused615 at 12:19 PM, April 23rd (Tuesday)]
M: June 2001
..that feeling you get in your stomach, when you heart's broken. It's like all the butterflies just died.