This is the hall of mirrors. Where you will face yourself. Buckle up.
There is a difference between answering your BS's questions about the A and daydreaming, "Dang, AP had the cutest feet. We had the best time chilling at the buffet back on May 3rd. I wonder if he thinks about me like I do about him...?"
Answer your BSs questions. Examine your thought processes that led you to the A. Leave the fluffy crap at the door.
"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne