Newly single and trying to find my feet.
Tomorrow my SO fly's back to his family, 1400 kms away. The final chapter of a horrible story that started 5 or 6 weeks ago. I know it is for the best, but today all my anger melted away and horrible sadness, grief and despair set in. I thought this man was my sole mate and now my world has turned upside down. I was so blindsided. I have started grieving the loss of him, and he doesn't even go until tomorrow. I can't stop sobbing and am an emotional mess.
Has anyone else experienced this intense out-pouring of grief when push comes to shove, and you have to finally let them go forever?
There's always light at the end of the tunnel, just pray it's not a train.