Just realised today (the 29th) that I completely forgot that I was D 7 years ago on Apr 6th.
You really do survive this - in time. I was devastated after 30 year of M and sure I'd never get past it.
You never "forget" about it, but you do live again and in my case I am much stronger than I was with him. The Sh*t that I took! Shame on me.