The group of women I hang out with are all carry-overs from when I was married. We all would do things as couples sometimes. I am closer to some than others for sure. I still have my moments when they are all talking about doing a "couples" activity that it kind of stabs at me, but then I remember this:
I wasn't happy in my M, and I did something about it. Finally. Now I have the chance to move on to a better place. Several of these women are not in happy marriages either, but they aren't doing anything to make things better with our without their spouse. So I will take being alone with the possibility of meeting someone great and being happy over staying in a miserable marriage.
(((nolight))) It will get better!