My D-Day was April 14. I tried to post this story earlier and it didn't go through for some reason.
Anyway, the OW showed up at my doorstep on a Sunday afternoon. A beautiful petite, well put together woman. She asked my if *** lived here, had three children named ***, exwife in named***. I confirmed, and she told me that she has been seeing him for the last 6 months.
This is my second marriage and my first husband cheated on me as well. So as you might have guessed I am wondering what is wrong with me. I am 44 and look younger and frequently receive attention from men, even younger men in their 20's. I am still very insecure about myself despite this attention.
All I have ever wanted to be is a mother and have a happy marriage. I have 3 children of my own and 3 stepchildren who I love dearly.
My husband and I are going to marriage counseling and he is seeing a counselor on his own. I see a psychiatrist and take anti anxiety and depression medication.
We are going to work on this. But I don't know how I am ever going to get over this insecurity. I get anxious when I don't see or hear from him and I hate feeling this desperate.
Does anybody else feel this way? Are you worried that your WS is going to stop trying eventually to rebuild a trusting marriage?