This is an email I got from my WH just yesterday
Unfortunately I know what this month is and I hate it. I cant put words to my feelings about that past period. I took a disgusting turn in our life. I suffer so much regret for that period and there was other options that could have been taken and tried. Just got plain stupid. U did save me. Now I look at my life and would not trade it for anything. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING. I am happy unbelievably happy. I have someone I cant wait to see and be with. Its an amazing feeling, never thought I could have. Thank you so much for u and wanting to make our relationship work. I think its as strong as ever and yes I know its been damage and there is so much more damage repair to do. And I am hoping that feeling is the same for you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. YOU ARE MY LIFE.
Today it marks the 1st Antiversary of me discovering my H has cheated with prostitutes. With ups and down I made it so far. My challenge is that now I find myself wanting more and more from him. I need more romance and when I asked him for it he seems to understands my need, but I have seen little changes. I guess now I am just "high maintenance". Waiting for the romance to fill in the gaps.