I was exactly the same way on the day of my divorce. I was sort of numb and thought "wow, it took months to plan, lots of money and stress, and bam in 15 minutes, 23 years of marriage over"!!!
I was actually worried that I wasn't reacting normally because I spent a total of 30 years with my ex so we had a lot of firsts beginning in teenager years to mid-life.
I'm glad to hear that someone else felt like I did. Yeah, the indifference to all that history is a sadness all of it's own. To me, it's indicative of all the hurt that continued to roll over and over and over and over till one felt stomped to death, and love could no more resume. Only hatred overcame me the last year and a half.
Good luck on your new beginnings. I couldn't be happier with mine!!!!
Divorced 05/11/11 -
2kids - 20 and 22 (Thank God for them)
Too many Ddays to count. Enough said!