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User Topic: Getting in Contact thoughts
♂ 38954
Member # 38954
Default  Posted: 4:21 PM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

My BS asked me today how often do I think about getting in contact with OW.

It has been a year since DD and I have not been in contact other than shortly after DD I sent a message via mutual friend.

I said that it is about once a fortnight but I battle it off by saying 'She is not my friend and she is not a friend of the marriage'

BS believes that I should not be having these thoughts after a year. The thoughts are getting less frequent and don't have the same power behind them.

I haven't raised this in IC as we have had so much else to work through.

In your opinion, after a year from DD should I still be having these thoughts?

Posts: 275 | Registered: Apr 2013
♀ 37775
Member # 37775
Default  Posted: 4:41 PM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I completely agree with you BS.

Why do you think of contacting her so often? What would you say?

Edited to add:

By wanting to talk to her - even though you don't - it keeps your mind in the A, your still emotionally tied to her with these thoughts. She should become indifferent to you. You shouldn't care about her and how she is doing or what she is doing.

[This message edited by SandAway at 4:45 PM, May 10th (Friday)]

BH Tred
M 19yrs
DDay Nov. 2011

Guns don't kill people; Affairs kill people

Posts: 451 | Registered: Dec 2012
♀ 33886
Member # 33886
Default  Posted: 4:46 PM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Physical NC is one thing.

Mental NC is another.

Doing both forms of NC is crucial.

This is the hall of mirrors. Where you will face yourself. Buckle up.

"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne

Posts: 7909 | Registered: Nov 2011
♂ 38518
Member # 38518
Default  Posted: 4:47 PM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

BS here -
I'm certainly no expert, but I would wager a bet that you may still have unresolved feelings about your AP. You may likely "miss her" still, and haven't gotten to the point to see that in conjunction with your AP, massive damage, pain and emotional abuse was inflicted upon your BW by your A. Once all that truly "clicks", and sets in, it is highly unlikely that you will ever want to even THINK of the OW, let alone even try to communicate with her.

Have you explored that yet? Do you feel you have unresolved feelings for your AP?

BH (me): 35
WW: 34
1 kid (7 y/o)
multiple affairs spanning our entire 11-year marriage
multiple d-days over the last 3 years (most recently: 1/3/2016)
divorced and finally released from this prison: 2/26/2016

Posts: 199 | Registered: Feb 2013
♂ 38954
Member # 38954
Default  Posted: 5:46 PM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

It's 'clicking' in. Recognising it for what it was. Abusive.

Stopping the curiosity, letting it go and kicking it out the door.

The power of it isn't there any more.


Posts: 275 | Registered: Apr 2013
JKL Vikings
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Default  Posted: 10:03 AM, May 13th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

HI toasted.
Now it is GOOD news that these thoughts are fewer and further between. That they have less power over you is even better. But it is CRUCIAL to achieve emotional and mental NC too. We all like things nice and neat. In some cases it's just not possible or practical. Don't worry about closure with the OW. Please allow me to share a couple of tips and some hard-gained knowledge.
1.Giving OW head-space is as damaging and hurtful(imagine for every thought of OW your wife takes a roundhouse kick to the face from Chuck Norris) as if you went out and f'ed her again. We WH may not see it this way but I can GUARNTEE you your W DOES.
2. INDIFFERENCE, not hate, is what you're shooting for? Why? HATE is an EMOTION. This gives OW head-space and takes ENERGY. Give her neither. Show your wife that SHE is the one. You can do this. Holler or PM anytime.

Her- Alpha Female 42
Me-FWH 44
Married since '02, together since 2000
D-day 2/10/2009
3 sons- J- born Oct 2001
K- born Sept. 2005
L- born Apr. 2008
We ALL have issues. It's how we deal with them that makes the difference

Posts: 562 | Registered: May 2011 | From: Dallas, TX
♂ 38954
Member # 38954
Default  Posted: 2:07 AM, May 14th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thanks JKL Vikings, I like the thought of indifference. I don't want to 'hate' anyone because as you say it eats up to much energy.

I have no real desire for contact. Its more a fleeting thought that comes every now and again.

thanks once again

Posts: 275 | Registered: Apr 2013
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Default  Posted: 7:14 AM, May 14th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

My fWS says it took him about 3 years to let her go mentally because he felt we were not making progress. I was still triggering daily and he felt that he wanted his fantasy back. He did not want to face the work. It literally took 3 or 4 years for his head to completely slid out of his behind.

WS 45
BS 43

Met when we were 17 and 15. Together since 1983, married since 1985. Two kids, B21, G15.

d-day 4-3-07

Life has a way of making us get our panties in a wad.....I refuse to wear panties ever again.

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