Two months ago when she was extremely drunk she made out with a random guy. There have been no infidelities before this event. There was nothing else that happened as this incident was witnessed.
Wow, that's bold. Read your other posts to get more info. You were there too? Wow, just wow. That is way bold. The fact that she had "butterflies" sounds fishy to me. Was it electrifying "butterflies" or was it nauseating "butterflies"? Scared or excited?
How sure are you that there hasn't been others you don't know about?
How have you verified the information she's told you? Please don't say she's told you and you believed her.
That was my mistake. I trusted my xWW fully and never expected it to happen to me. Please, just don't believe what she says.
For her to be that bold knowing you were there definitely means more than you making it out to be. Don't be naive. The reason you're having this "rock feeling" is because I'm going to guess that you're really not sure about what she has and hasn't done.
It takes a long time brother. I've noticed that most guys get on here and want things back to normal quickly. R is possible, but it will take a long, long time, but there is no more normal. She has forever ended normal. So sorry.
Counseling you're doing is good. I'd ask for total accountability. Emails, phone, etc. The works.
Keep reading and posting and good luck. Stay strong brother.