I only posted one other time. I was so angry at finding out about the affair after months of TT that I didn't realize at the time that the gravity of the situation hadn't hit me yet.
It certainly hit after. I don't know what I would have done since DD#1 and beyond had I not had this resource. I have twins that just turned two. I was placing all my faith in the status quo of a marriage that I took for granted and had a hard time maintaining with young kids, but thinking things would get better with time.
I cry less often than I would have thought, yet remain paralyzed other days. I loved this person, differences or not, and never anticipated he would cheat, much less choose to live a double life, then leave us for her. Who is this stranger?
So, I change diapers, scroll through jobs, procrastinate mediation topics, and read what all of you have to say.
Because sometimes, in the shock and pain of it all, shared experiences are the only thing that gets me moving again.
Thank you all for being so sharing of your trials. I have found great comfort through you.
[This message edited by Iamhappytoday at 7:58 PM, May 15th (Wednesday)]