[This message edited by Jack317 at 3:18 PM, May 17th (Friday)]
So, why, after having been on SI since April, did you let the OW back in. Why did you give up your BW's profile? That is pretty shitty of you. What assurance does your BW have that this won't happen again?
You are in one of the biggest pity parties I've seen on here. Every post... I'm terrible, scum, pos and whatever awful name to call yourself.
Pull your head out now. Stop screaming for attention and fix yourself. I sure hope you are in IC
I really and truly want to move forward and change who I am.
What are you going to do THIS time??
Guns don't kill people; Affairs kill people
I wish you luck, strength and peace
I also allowed the OW to view my posts on here. And that led her to My BS account. Which she conviently thew in my BS face.
Wow, Jack. Just wow. You've taken your BSs only safe place and made it unsafe, and now you're on here telling us what a terrible person you are. Why? If you're not doing the work for yourself, if you're not mindful of your BS's safety, if you're not able to see the damage you're causing, then what's the point.
How did the ow identify your BS by looking at your posts? I'm confused, because there's nothing in your signature or profile that points to your BS. I have a hard time believing that the ow could figure out who your BS is out of the thousands and thousands on this site.
This is still about you. Even negative attention is better than no attention, right? What are you getting from letting the ow see your BS's SI posts. You really should think about that, because this behavior will continue until you face it and deal with it. That makes you a danger to everyone in your life. If you don't care about yourself enough to fix your shit, at least try to care enough about others to not make your shit their problem.
STOP HURTING PEOPLE!!
[This message edited by longroadhome at 10:49 AM, May 19th (Sunday)]
It is counterintuitive really... the less we defend our well-being, the more well we feel. ~ Nancy Colier