"I'm still standing better than I ever did. Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid" Elton John
somehow even while we are living together I have to detach.
He is not willing to give me what I need. Will not even try to find out. Keeps blaming my pain on my childhood. That it is not from his betrayal.
I am going to work on me. I will not worry any longer if I am meeting his needs.
It is up to him to take responsibility if he so chooses.
I he chooses not to we are done. I will not just pretend that all is forgiven.
Forgiveness cannot be given without remorse.
I would now like to be known as Can!
dday October 21,2012
dday December 20, 2013
I attempted R, he was a li