I got up around 4am with thoughts of them together. I just could not turn off! I must have read one too many posts yesterday and likely impacted my alrady vulnerable state of mind. Most times they are helpful, other times, I feel the opposite.
Around 5:30am I got up to make the kids' lunchs. Then I looked at an old Vanity Fair. There was Kate Middleton on the Best Dressed list. Honestly...I was so tired by then that I got back into bed and focused on her wardrobe.
Like I said...whatever gets you through the night!
I just could not turn off!
..yes, some nights, the thoughts and nightmares just won't let me sleep, so i get up and go downstairs to change my focus..
watch TV, grab a bite to eat..
..i yearn for a real night's sleep..
..sending you ZZZzzzzzzz's for tonight..
Bought my Relora supplement for tonight so that will surely help. Plus my brain is tired.
No longer together
"There are times when our reality is nothing but pain, and to escape that pain the mind must leave reality behind." Patrick Rothfuss
When I couldn't go to sleep I would close my eyes and imagine I have hit mega-bucks, like a few hundred million. I imagine my friends in a limo as we go and spread money around to people ... lol
I still do it to this day. I have gotten pretty good, I am usually asleep by the time the limo is pulling away from our friends house.
Whatever it takes
I think for me, it's a physical way to ease the pain. SO, why not do it with something that feels good! lol. And, we truly do love each other, so that's good, too.
[This message edited by libertyrocks at 4:59 PM, May 21st (Tuesday)]