So yesterday OM appearently tried to call my BH. Numbers are all blocked, so BH didnt answer the call but he said he knew it was OM. I am hald way around the world for work, so I received a text message from BH telling me of the attempted contact and asking if I have been in playing him for the last 3 year. I havent had any contact with OM since the last time BH and I called him together 3 years ago and I re-assured BH of that. There has been no attempt of contact since then either. Being as far away as I am doesnt help as all we can do is text and briefly call.
BH was pissed, naturally, that after 3 years he shows back up again, that he is never going to go away. I just feel sick. I have hoped and prayed that we would not try to contact either of us. R has been going well, we just passed the 3rd antiversary of DDay last week. We are starting to heal and move forward and how this.
This sucks. It is totally the result of my actions and my decisions and once again, they are wreaking havoc on BH. I can't wait to get home, give him a big kiss and tell him how much I love him.