fWW 40s, BH 40s
I have to stop and smell the roses for a moment...
This morning I shed silent tears because of the involuntary shudders my BH frequently has when we touch. He fights revulsion constantly because of what I did to us. I guess this morning I was being dragged along behind or under the rollercoaster.
Fast forward to this evening...
I was at the sink washing dishes when BH gave me a hug from behind, kissed me on the neck and told me he loves me. I'm a lucky girl.
I'm keeping this moment fresh in my mind for the next dip or plummet.
D-day 27 Aug 2012. Kids 25, 17, 13. 2 dogs.
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Profoundly grateful Every. Single. Day. that I am blessed with an H with strength, integrity, and compassion, and that he decided to try.