I am torn...
I know that I want to move forward, work on forgiveness and be with him. Our therapist suggested that if this is indeed what I have decided to do that I need to be committed to it 100%. She suggested that since we have lived together previous to the cheating, that we move back in together to truly work on things. After DDay I moved out and have been staying with my family. It's been almost 2 months.
But I am terrified to put myself out there again, to have the possibility of not having a home again... and now I am pregnant- which totally complicates things. It would help to live together again because he has to assist in giving me daily injections (twice a day/ due to high risk pregnancy). But he still lives in the apartment where I lost everything, my son and my love, and I really don't want to live there again.
I would feel so stupid moving all my stuff back in, and my family will not be supportive and help me move. I thought of the possibility of getting a new apartment, but for us at the moment it is financially impossible.
So I don't know what will be better for ME. Stay living with my family or move back in.
Does anyone have any similar stories? Any advice on what they did?
