Thanks, Skan. I wish I had things to help me remember, but apart from the odd letter from after that time, I don't really have anything. My emails don't go back that far (I switched addresses), so I only know the 'big' stuff, if that makes sense.
I do wonder if he has tried not to remember until now? And I wonder what it was about our relationship then that suddenly made him plan to go and see a prostitute? And then 12 more in the following year or two? (Some more than once.) Or should I stop wondering about our relationship and just conclude that it was him that was broken? Urgh, I hate this.
I also feel uncomfortable posting about this because of the things I've done. I just desperately needed to vent as I'm feeling very low.
[This message edited by grapefruit at 11:12 PM, May 27th (Monday)]