Last year around this time I was invited to go play paintball with my brother and his friends. I was so down the whole that I couldn't even feel as this would make me feel any better. I was wrong. That day was one of the most memorable days in my life. The feeling of pain was gone. Only feeling the raw primal instincts of man. That day made me forget about everything that has happened.
Well tomorrow is the anniversary of the event. I am looking forward to it I cannot sleep. So many things has changed in one year that I can not describe it right now. I can only say that I am 5x better now then I was in that overbearing marriage. So many new things in my life that I didn't know existed within me. For that I thank her. She has taught me a valuable lesson in my life, and for that I thank her. Only when I have reached the bottom, I can see how far I have to climb to get to the top.
I would like to personally thank all you SI'ers. Without you here, I don't think I would this awesome of a person right now. Never did you guys give up on me and others similar to me. Thank you and I shall shoot somebody in the name of SI.com!!!!!
