I love Pink.. So many of her songs inspire me..
So STBX POS continues to text me (which is against the mediation agreement unless it's urgent) and call me every name in the book, including the word you aren't even allowed to type on SI (c***).. Um, maybe you should save that word for your MARRIED other woman..
I asked him if we could change the dropoff time tonight to an hour later so we could make an appearance at a surprise birthday party for my cousin, which included my whole family including my sons' cousins they love seeing, and he refused all week telling me he won't "do me any favors." He just really can't separate our issues from what's best for the kids. It's so freakin annoying! I keep copying my lawyer on everything, so perhaps he got another talking to, because he finally let up and let us be an hour late, but not without verbally abusing the crap out of me.. I said, "Thanks. Much appreciated," which equaled "Thanks for not being a fuckwit for nanosecond."
Perhaps he's so pissy because my new lawyer is awesome and just sent him 9 more pages of financials he needs to turn in by the next mediation. Well yes, Fucktard, since you tried to hide your pension plan, sold a bunch of marital property on ebay, claimed both kids on your taxes without telling me, and lied about your work hours saying you were watching the kids when you weren't, I'm gonna need your financial and work information. And stop telling me *I* am the one delaying the divorce. Had you followed the rules and turned all this crap in the first time, we wouldn't be here, would we??
Whatever, I'll end this rant with what have been my favorite lyrics for months now:
I won't miss all of the fighting that we always did.
Take it in. I mean what I say when I say there is nothing left.
No more sick whiskey dick. No more battles for me. You'll be calling a trick, 'cause you'll no longer sleep.
I'll dress nice, I'll look good, I'll go dancing alone.
I will laugh, I'll get drunk, I'll take somebody home.
I WILL DO WHAT I PLEASE. ANYTHING THAT I WANT.
I WILL BREATHE. I WILL BREATHE. I WON'T WORRY AT ALL.
YOU WILL PAY FOR YOUR SINS. YOU'LL BE SORRY MY DEAR.
ALL THE LIES, ALL THE WHY'S, WILL ALL BE CRYSTAL CLEAR.