Topic: Feeling lonely today
Member # 39102
| Posted: 6:44 PM, June 2nd (Sunday), 2013|
It's been a hard day. I have to do a colonoscopy prep. Yuck. And my kids are out today. Just feeling very lonely. Wh has called a couple times to see how I was doing , but I feel like he should be here , even though that's not the best thing now. We went out last night as a family it went well kept conversation to fun stuff. It was hard to say goodbye. He approached me with a kiss and said he loved me. Today is just hard would have been nice to get together with friends I hate this lonely feeling
2 children 21 and 19
Together 30 years
Ow-(30)and she knew me knew he is married.
D-day 1 4/24/2013
D-day 2. 7/9/2013. Day after anniversary
D-day 3. 8/12/13.
Filing for divorce
Posts: 135 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: connecticut
Member # 22870
| Posted: 7:06 PM, June 2nd (Sunday), 2013|
No advice. Good luck tomorrow.
Detach from him. Contact just makes it harder to step away and see things clearly.
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Posts: 7866 | Registered: Feb 2009 | From: Western PA
Member # 35812
| Posted: 10:30 PM, June 2nd (Sunday), 2013|
Good luck with your test tomorrow. Doing the prep is the absolute worse part IMHO. I'm glad that your dinner went well, but you know that you have to stay detatched until if and when, you see consistant actions. Doesn't make it any easier, I know. (((hugs)))
Imagine a ship trying to set sail while towing an anchor. Cutting free is not a gift to the anchor. You must release that burden, not because the anchor is worthy, but because the ship is.
D-Day, June 10, 2012
Posts: 5243 | Registered: Jun 2012 | From: So California
Member # 15902
| Posted: 11:00 PM, June 2nd (Sunday), 2013|
Me: BH, Her: FWW - Long Term EA/PA
d-day: June 25, 2007
Married 30 years, Reconciled
Inner peace begins the moment you choose not to allow another person or event to control your emotions.
Posts: 5759 | Registered: Aug 2007
Member # 31349
| Posted: 11:20 PM, June 2nd (Sunday), 2013|
"Welcome the rawness of vulnerability as an opportunity to open." - Pema Chodron
Me: BW 35
Crazz: WH 33
Daughter: 4.5 Going on 16
Posts: 18702 | Registered: Feb 2011 | From: California
|Getting to Happy|
Member # 35200
| Posted: 1:02 AM, June 3rd (Monday), 2013|
I am so sad for you.
I hope your procedure went well.
Hang in there.
BS me DD's 26, 25' DS 23
dd1 1-1-10, dd2 Mothers Day 2011, dd3 3-12-12 Hawaii trip with ho-worker...
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Posts: 1151 | Registered: Apr 2012 | From: La La Land
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