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EmotionalFool posted 6/6/2013 08:05 AM

After the incidence, where CL pointed out that I had added few more details to the particular day event .. I was surprised.. I have almost discussed everything over and over again
But adding more details scared the hell out of me..

I have been putting off writing it down.. Even though it was very very uncomfortable for me to share the details with CL.. I knew it was needed for his healing .. Somehow I could separate myself from actually feeling the sadness ..
I have discussed the same things with 2 ICs and still I couldnít just put it down on the paper..

Last couple of days have been very unsettling for me and I realized I had a reached a place where I HAD to write it down..

I did.. today .. din take long Ö 2 Ė 3 hrs .. I havenít noted down my feelings or what was happening around me ..
I just wrote down the dates.. what I said.. what the other person said and details of what happened .. Maybe I will revisit it later and add about my feelings.. I donít know

But I feel so exhausted .. its not as if I am going through these things for the first time .. and still I am feeling so sad and cant stop crying.. so damn depressed

I am sorry CL

BaxtersBFF posted 6/6/2013 08:10 AM

Way to go EF.

itainteasy posted 6/6/2013 09:02 AM

Good for you EF.

badchoice posted 6/6/2013 10:56 AM

Awesome EF, great job.

knightsbff posted 6/6/2013 17:00 PM

You done good, EF!

EmotionalFool posted 6/7/2013 03:01 AM

Thanks everybody.

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