After my father died on Mother's Day I took a break from SI.
There was just too much stress and grief to add anymore.
My WH was actually wonderful during that time. Supportive, helpful, etc.
He has been traveling a lot for work. All week last week and again this week.
I was okay last week, but this week has taken a huge nose dive. I'm right back at the emotions of DDay. Feeling betrayed, sick, stuck, etc. You all know what I'm talking about.
I don't know what's going on. Is it just another dip in the roller-coaster, a delayed reaction to the grief from losing my father, the fact that we are coming up on our first DDay anniversary? The list goes on and on.
So anyways, howdy all, sorry I was gone for a while. I hope you are all finding some peace, and if you find it can you send it my way please? Me: BS
Trust is like paper. Once it's crumpled it can never be perfect again.