I have been doing so well.
He has a new family that he is replacing the old one with.
MOW has filed for divorce and her BH has moved out.
She still lives in Switzerland and has no contact with my kids.
I found out from Ex's ex wife that he will be gone this weekend somewhere in the States with the skank. She is coming here but they are not staying and that's a relief that he won't try to intoduce her to the kids.
Today I get an email from him. It's his gmail account that he created about the time the affair started.
Let's just say that he has never sent me an email from that account to me that I can recall.
It was the name of the hotel in NJ that they are going to and a short sentence (in their language) that I can recognize as endearments.
He made the mistake because her first name is the same as mine (not Lola).
It threw me.
I am triggering I guess.
I hit reply and sent back to just her. "Is this for me or for you?"
It is the second time I have sent her an email. The first I sent from his email address just 3 days after Dday. All it said was WHORE in the subject line.
I know they will be together. I hope he will move to be with her and that she does not come here.
I don't care that he has moved on except that she may be exposed to my kids.
Why does it still hurt?
[This message edited by Lola2kids at 1:50 PM, June 6th (Thursday)]