I posted earlier about my mood lately. My fwH has been trying to get me to talk about it but I have had a hard time articulating what was going on in my head. Since I write more eloquently than I speak I wrote him an email. Here is his response:
"I love you so much and I knew a lot of what you wrote. This is going to be a hard year for the two of us I know, but I also believe we are different as a couple even in this short amount of time. I feel closer to you now than ever. That's why I know and feel when you're hurting. I want to make it better magically but I know it will take time. Time is what we have a ton of. I am not going anywhere. I know where I belong. We will spend time together as a family and with each other. I love our time together. I look forward to it. I get the vibe sometimes that you feel you can't be in moods because you think I will leave. Nothing could be further from the truth. I am your husband and partner and am here for you to lean on. I hope you feel that. I did have a good time in MA last year, but I wasn't right in the head. I'm sorry for that. I love you. Lean on me please. I'm here....forever.
This helped a lot.