You are the real deal.
So proud of you as I read your post. You handled your self extremely well. WOW.
I too am sorry this has happened to you but please be assured that SI is a great place to find yourself. When in doubt, come here. Someone will always understand and care.
Unfortunately we have all been on the rollercoaster ride from hell. It sucks.
You are in shock and you are mourning the loss of your SO. He is not the same man. He is in a fog.
Please look in The Healing Library and read, read, read. Knowledge is power.
With or without him, you will recover and you will be okay.
Yes, it does take time, but you will emerge from this a healthier, stronger more aware person.
He is cakewalking. Wants his cake and eat it too.
Don't be an option. You deserve truth, honesty and love.
[This message edited by 1Faith at 3:53 PM, June 17th (Monday)]