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libertyrocks (original poster member #38924) posted at 12:08 AM on Thursday, June 20th, 2013
What a douche. I'll just start there. Ef him and his OW. Ef him and spending all our money. Ef him while I paid the bills. Ef him while I worked 12 hour days to to provide medical benefits for kids bc he couldn't! Ef him for sleeping in hung over. Ef him for not loving me. At. all. Ef him for loving himself more than our newborn child. Ef him and crashing our cars. Ef him and his daily lies. Ef him at being an asshole bc he was guilty of cheating. Ef him for robbing me of the 3 years that I can never get back. Ef him for being infatuated with slutty tramps over and over again. FUCK R! ahhhh, I feel a thousand times better just admitting that to myself. Someone helped me get here.
Thanks, Rebreather.
I defenitly don't belong in R. I saw everyone there trying to be strong and work it out. I wanted so bad to be there, too. But, it's not real. I don't want him. I'm over him. He already broke my heart, stepped on it and shattered it to a million pieces. I'm not ready to forgive just yet... I told myself give it a year to decide if REAL R or not. We're both working on IC/MC so we can say we gave it a shot. I'm almost there! I have 4 more months to go. I'm so excited. :)
He's doing everything right, but I just don't want him anymore. I've been doing 180, but it's backfiring, he wants me more. 
I just don't give a shit about him.
[This message edited by libertyrocks at 6:15 PM, June 19th (Wednesday)]
Me-37 Ws-37
2 kids
Dday Nov 2012, TT for a year.
Reconciling for the third time in 4 years.
jo2love ( member #31528) posted at 3:23 AM on Thursday, June 20th, 2013
sodamnlost ( member #37190) posted at 3:26 AM on Thursday, June 20th, 2013
Me - BS original Dday 10-2012, separated June 2014, divorce Fall 2016
Grief, loss and pain taunt her - "you will never be the same." Like a Phoenix rising from the ashes, she rises and spreads her new wings as she brushes off the ashes an
purplejacket4 ( member #34262) posted at 3:32 AM on Thursday, June 20th, 2013
Sounds like it was a deal breaker for you and that's okay.
Hugs!
Me: BS 50
Her: FWS 53 (both family med MDs; together 23 years)
OW: who cares (PhD)
Dday: 10/11: 11/11 TT for months; NC 8/12
Limboconsiliationish
"band aids don't fix bullet holes" Taylor Swift
I NEVER mind medical ???
catlover50 ( member #37154) posted at 10:56 AM on Thursday, June 20th, 2013
Dday -9/23/2012
Reconciled
stunnedin12 ( member #38141) posted at 12:47 PM on Thursday, June 20th, 2013
ME - Betrayed Spouse
Him - Wayward spouse
Lawyers involved.
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