Sometimes, I live too much in my head with the "what if's"...and not enough in the "now". I'm trying to learn to take things as they come, reserving my right to change my mind at any time, and working on not anticipating all the potential problems before they happen. I'm working at enjoying and appreciating what is right in front of me.
Look how far in the future are you living...
I would have to deal with many years of drama if this went further
Do I want to have to deal with her?????...
None of these things have happened yet...they may not, or they may, but they are not happening now
I understand being protective but most of the times my rejection of the present because of the possible problems in the future, just keeps me stuck rather than actually protected.
Enjoy the now, veelop and look forward to July 2!!