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soverybetrayed posted 6/20/2013 19:44 PM

I am on day 9 of recovery from brain and spine surgery. It is a new beginning for me because if this surgery works I might be able to work again and finally have a day without a migraine. I have lived for the last 4 years with a pounding migraine every single day. I suffered for 5 months in bed unable function while my husband carried on an affair with our gutter slut neighbor.
He refused to postpone our divorce so that I could have this surgery.

I have waited two years for this surgery and while it is extremely painful it is so worth it. I want a life without pain, I want to work again someday and I want my life back.

Every time I get depressed I realize that their is someone else out there that has it worse than me. I want to be an inspiration to others who suffer from chronic pain, that we can find hope and help. When I get down on myself for some of my decisions I remember that had I not made some of those mistakes I would not have met the person who gave me my doctor's name. I would not have found a doctor who is only charging me $100 for my part of this surgery because he knows my circumstances and knows that I would not have had this surgery if in had to pay 20% of the fees.

I thank the heavens that this doctor came into my life and that this surgery gives me my life back. So for me this a new beginning and an understanding that my life could be worse.

lieshurt posted 6/20/2013 21:47 PM

Sending healing mojo your way hun

gma56 posted 6/20/2013 23:41 PM

Sending all my healing prayers to ya !
(((SVB)))
Gma

soverybetrayed posted 6/23/2013 15:15 PM

Thank you both for the prayers and mojo. GMA, you are the greatest friend and I am so happy to know you.

Just to clarify, I wasn't whining just putting my life into prospective. This is a good thing for me and I am so happy that I am no longer married to my npdx.