Lately I have just been feeling numb, I feel like I want that gut wrenching pain that came with Dday, not that I want another Dday or anything closely resembling it, I just want to be able to cry and get it out. I just feel sad and numb and I hate it.
And while WH is trying his best it drives me insane he can't remember shit. Our Dday is in Oct, but the date he "consummated his affair" is July 2nd. I expressed that with my due date so close to that and the fact that he started a new job last month I felt that it might be a rough day, last night he came home and told me he requested the 3rd off. I asked why, he said I know it will be a hard day on you and I didn't want you to be alone. OMG you can't even remember the day you F*cked someone else?