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My siblings and I were cleaning out my mom's house of unneeded Crap. I came upon all of her adultery emails. We are talking stacks of them. Just reading them made me puke. There was a lot I didn't get a chance to tell my dad. Wow it was very disturbing. I was shocked at how bold my mother was. She was all over them while my dad was onstage. Then during breaks or when the band was done for the night and my dad wasn't going to be home for a few hours she would go up to these guys hotel rooms. Wowzer. The emails read like a 20 something stuck between teenager and adulthood. Yucky. I was alone while I read them and I had a full blow panic attack. I ended up puking and having flash backs of x. I'm still feeling nervous.
I was suppose to go over to bf house but I'm not in the right frame of mind to see him plus I need some good rest.
My mom even mentioned all us kids and how annoying we all were and not worth her time cause she never gets peace and quiet.
Well all those emails went onto the trash as well as a lot of other things my mom would be pissed about.
I look at it this way the extra stuff is going to the dumpster and she passes so it's one less thing to throw out after she passes.
Yeah her house is awful. Wow there us Crap everywhere. I was there for today only and barely made a dent. My sister is there for the next 4 days so she's got her work cut out for her.
I think I scrubbed my skin raw after I got home yucky.

On behalf of your Mom, I apologize for the filth you had to see and carry away to the trash.

My stbx is a hoarder. He wouldn't let an old computer be thrown out. Well, my son from a previous marriage now wants the mother board to make a video game machine (think pinterest for geeks). Well, he discovered an old stack of floppy that had some of the old games he downloaded as a child. So he pops them in and discovered an underwear picture of me that his Dad had took. Yuk. I am so ashamed and embarrassed.

So again, I apologize for what you are going through

Yeah I think I counted 5 broken TVs and 4 broken computers not to.mention mounds of.books. and trash yucky