This might be long, I apologize ahead of time. I am also on my phone.
My boyfriend and I have been together for three and a half years. I have two children, and we have one together. He left his high school sweetheart while they were taking a break he met me. From the beginning he would text and call her. It was a huge issue. He even sent her a pic of the baby when he was born. He was in college and was texting inappropriate things to a few girls he met. He also has gotten girls numbers while out with friends.
Last month thanks to a spy app on his phone, I found out he was spending time with some girl using my car. I also found that in the past he had went on dates and kissed other girls. He always told me he was sorry for texting them but I didn't know the whole truth. And he would behave for a while then something else would happen.
When I found out all the details I told him we needed a break. He went to his moms and had his ex pick him up. While away he also kissed another girl he previously had told he had feelings in a message on Facebook. I was really upset. He seemed remorseful this time so I gave him a chance.
Well that was a mistake because yesterday I found out that the day before he had unprotected sex with a girl who lived nearby who is a known slut. while I was in school.
I am outraged. I left to my moms and will be here til Sunday. He has been texting and calling nonstop. Apologizing. Saying he can't live without me and how he wants to really change and needs help. I love him and want my kids to have a family, but how can I ever trust him again? How do I know it will be different?
I'm just so hurt. I want to cry constantly and I want to scream and break things including his and the sluts face. I am a good woman. Who has put up with too much bullshit. But when is enough enough? I have do many emotions and thoughts I'm really struggling to keep it together.