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sadandempty (original poster member #36710) posted at 10:32 PM on Friday, June 21st, 2013
So I'm walking through Walmart today with the kiddos and about 15 ft ahead if me I see someone that looks a lot like the OW, I just knew it was her, but she wasn't facing towards me so I couldn't see her face. It's something I have been afraid if since DDay. She doesn't live in my town but she lives in the smaller town WH and I grew up abou 45 min away so I always worry when I'm out shopping I could run into her. My heart starts racing and I'm thinking, well I could just go another way and avoid this...then all of the sudden I got this rush of strength and confidence, and I just kept going, I couldn't believe it, it felt great! I was going to look at her in the eye so she could see how great I look ,how strong I am, and how weak and pathetic she is! I thought I would look at her with a smile on my face to know the joke I know she is. So I'm right up next to her and she turns to look at me and....it wasn't her 
. Of course I felt relieved but I surprised myself that I am stronger than I thought and I won't hide from her, she better be hiding from me! Im just so darn proud if myself!
Me BS 30's
Him EXNPDWH 30's
DDay 1- 2012
DDay 2- 2015
"For a minute there I lost myself"
hardtimesinlife ( member #10468) posted at 10:38 PM on Friday, June 21st, 2013
Ddays 2004 & 2007
I cut my losses mid 2013
Feeling happier every day :)
ZenMumWalking ( member #25341) posted at 10:51 PM on Friday, June 21st, 2013
((((sadandempty))))
WTG girl!!!! Even though it WASN'T her (damn!!), you were completely ready to handle the situation, that is SUCH a giant step!!
You should be proud of yourself, I am proud of you too!! 
((((sadandempty))))
Me (BS), Him (WH): late-50's
3 DS: 26, 25, 22
M: 30+ (19 1/2 at Dday)
Dday: Dec 2008
Wanted R, not gonna happen (in permanent S)
Used to be DeadMumWalking, doing better now
sadandempty (original poster member #36710) posted at 12:21 AM on Saturday, June 22nd, 2013
Thank! I know I couldn't be where I am today with out the help if SI!!!
Me BS 30's
Him EXNPDWH 30's
DDay 1- 2012
DDay 2- 2015
"For a minute there I lost myself"
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