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Surprised myself today!

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sadandempty posted 6/21/2013 16:32 PM

So I'm walking through Walmart today with the kiddos and about 15 ft ahead if me I see someone that looks a lot like the OW, I just knew it was her, but she wasn't facing towards me so I couldn't see her face. It's something I have been afraid if since DDay. She doesn't live in my town but she lives in the smaller town WH and I grew up abou 45 min away so I always worry when I'm out shopping I could run into her. My heart starts racing and I'm thinking, well I could just go another way and avoid this...then all of the sudden I got this rush of strength and confidence, and I just kept going, I couldn't believe it, it felt great! I was going to look at her in the eye so she could see how great I look ,how strong I am, and how weak and pathetic she is! I thought I would look at her with a smile on my face to know the joke I know she is. So I'm right up next to her and she turns to look at me and....it wasn't her . Of course I felt relieved but I surprised myself that I am stronger than I thought and I won't hide from her, she better be hiding from me! Im just so darn proud if myself!

hardtimesinlife posted 6/21/2013 16:38 PM

DeadMumWalking posted 6/21/2013 16:51 PM

((((sadandempty))))

WTG girl!!!! Even though it WASN'T her (damn!!), you were completely ready to handle the situation, that is SUCH a giant step!!

You should be proud of yourself, I am proud of you too!!

((((sadandempty))))

sadandempty posted 6/21/2013 18:21 PM

Thank! I know I couldn't be where I am today with out the help if SI!!!

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