Only, I think I might be rubbish at it! A few weeks ago it was like a switch went on, and suddenly I decided I was into the idea of dating. You know, liking a guy and having him like me back. Since then I've managed to get into a silly situation with a guy-friend of mine who's told me that he likes me but is still having trouble getting over an ex. I didn't ask him his feelings towards me, he just told me. And then he said that he's probably bad news at the moment. Fine, but I still like him, which is annoying. I told him we can be friends until he figures it out.
I just worry that overall, I'll get hurt somehow. I'll be closed off (which I'm good at anyway) or I'll be all weird because of how my ex treated me or.. I don't know. It's just messy and scary and I thought I liked the idea but now it's just distracting me.