My goal from the start has been to never turn into an angry bitter person. I've gone through the anger/rage stages but managed to never be bitter.
Bitterness is creeping up on me. So wise NB'ers tips on combating this?
I don't want fucktards actions to define the rest of my life. I've moved on in so many ways, why can't I let go of the injustice/unfairness of it all?.
Until now I protected him for our son's sake but lately I've been just spilling my guts to anyone who'd listen. I'm sick of being made out to be the awful wife and his reputation stays squeaky clean but darn it I don't want to be the bitter victim who bad-mouths her abuser every chance she gets. I don't want to be that person.
Just one more month and in-house separation is over. I just need to hang on a little longer. He's attacked me with all he's got today. Hence my mood. NPD's suck