With all my emotions this morning, I omitted telling my readers an up to date version of my H lies.
The night he came home (was away working for 8 weeks) he tells me that the very first confession he told me (the ONS) in 2007 was a lie. A lie he told me to cover from the real lie. To this moment, I truly do not understand that whole scene! So, ya, no ONS in 2007, just a 2 night stand with this women in Germany in 1997. So, I live with that information for 2 weeks.
Saturday, June 22, discovered porn on his cell phone, which he had promised me to more porn, that led to more ugly f... sex acts.
Tells me while he was doing laundry, (oh, he says, 3 4 years ago)(turns out to be last year) he met this women, she approached him, he invited her to his room and they had oral sex.
So, this info was told to me just a few days ago. How much can a women take. I am still sane, working and trying to understand, and sort all this in my mind.
I truly felt, I was done with this. Thought, within time and lots of love, we would get through this ordeal!