BW (me) 31
While catching up with a good friend of mine/former coworker over lunch the other day, she asks me how things are going. I tell her about the unending emotional rollercoaster and that he has been doing what he needs to do, etc etc etc. I then show her pics from my son's first birthday day and she notices in one particular pic, that WH has an ice pack...um...between his legs (while sitting in a chair). She asks what was up with that?
My response? "If he's gonna act like a dog, then I'm gonna to treat him like a dog. He got neutered."
She practically died laughing, said I was a mean bitch but absolutely right...now mind you, I haven't said something like that to anyone else...I still am "trying" to treat WH with dignity and respect although I struggle with that...and that's a personal flaw of mine. I'm working on it. I felt bad for all of half a second, but ever since 2nd DDay, I'm just pissed off....ALL the time. I feel like such a mean person anymore....not that I was particularly "nice" before but not like this!
Anyone else struggling with this??
DS1 8 yrs.
DS2 1 yr.
presently working towards...well i don't know anymore...