Today marks 7 years from when XH started his A.
While my life is pretty awesome, I'm feeling kind of down today. I didn't even know that XH was cheating when it started. I was up north with my family getting ready to celebrate 4th of July. I found out the actual date later on. XH was with OW off and on for nearly 4 years.
I bought VIP tickets for an event tonight for SO and I. I don't feel like doing anything. I need to get out of this funk.
SO told me some semi-bad news when he got home from work a bit ago. Next month, while we're visiting his cousin (and his family) for a week, we won't be sleeping in the same bed, per his cousin's request. SO says it's just a week, but that's my time to spend alone with him. I'm already anxious about the trip. Staying with his family. I've met his cousin twice, but not his wife or kids. Part of me doesn't wanna go now. I don't know if I'm just being emotional or what.