I am with you honey. This is night number 4 for me. I told him to leave after 18 months if total bullshit.
I feel weird. Sleeping feels weird after having soneone next to me for 24 years BUT i feel relieved.
That dark pathetic energy has gone. My son is relaxed now, we are chilling and i know each day will get better.
Has to.........cant get any worse now there is no lying, cheated sack of shit around.
You keep busy and do what i am doing.....dont focus on what he did to you...thats past......focus only on all the great things that will now come into your life.....and trust me they will.
You deserve to be treated with love and respect and now you are available for that.......
Love yourself......watch your life bloom now.