I am seeing a therapist and my STBXH is paying a lot of money in child support. That is what sparked this whole matter because he is pissed about how much money is being garnished from his pay.
I guess I am just reflecting on how stubborn he is. Whether it is his ego or pride, rather than admit he is wrong and work with me, he rather fight against me. Unfortunately for him, he will lose... I know, I know, why am I thinking about him. Focus on me. Yes, I know. Regardless of what happened, I still do care about him and I am literally witnessing the man I loved tear himself apart because his ego is too strong. It is sad.
How did I feel when I sold the rings? A bit of finality. It was a beautiful set. I haven't worn them in over 6 months so it was just something else from the marriage to get rid of. And yes, I bought myself something great indeed, my attorney's retainer.
I am only 28 but I hope I find faith in love and marriage again. Because all of this scares me into thinking I may be alone for the rest of my life.
[This message edited by movingforward13 at 12:26 PM, July 3rd (Wednesday)]