I met my stbx in Vermont while on vacation in 1999. This summer with all the bills of divorce piling up, when some new friends invited me and DD up to VT for a week I thought it would be a great opportunity to see friends and have an affordable getaway in the country. Oh but the memories. Some places we go remind me of our early days. When we were first in love and happy.
I won't contact him as my rational mind still knows the man he is now will respond in a nasty way but the man I married I would love to see him, to touch him, to talk to him. Oh god I miss that guy. Not the guy I am divorcing but the one I spent all those summers with in Vermont.