I feel so good today, so beautiful so smart so worthy of someone loving me and treating me right. I feel so strong and so wanting to break free from being codependent. I wish every day could feel so good. :/. WS is working all day and I have plans to get laundry done, clean, get some shopping done and exercise.
How do I keep this feeling going? I am not perfect but I am loving and FAITHFUL and today struggling with the fact that I am fighting for a M that obviously was as some point more important to me than him.
Just needed to get that all out. :)
Him aka narcissistic psychopath (WS): 36
Married 17 years 6 kids ages 16-7
DDay #1 (EA) July '08
DDay #2 (EA/ONS- different OW) May 15, 2013
Finally this is R 8/14/13
Filed for divorce 5/8/15
