Today is the day I said I do. For the past week, i haven't been myself due to being caught in the cycle of thinking wedding anniversary doesn't mean anything. Look at what happened. I don't want to celebrate being cheated on and still staying.
This morning wh asks if I am ok. I say no. He replies do you just want me to leave the house? I am floored by it. Sadness and crying insue then anger hits. I have repeatedly asked for comfort and apologies when I am like this. He rarely delivers. Tells me he can't. I hear I won't. He says he doesn't have 2-5 years to wait for me to getover it. He ddoesn't want to be around someone who is sad and moody.
Thank you wh for making a shitty day even shittier. As if I don't feel horrible enough, please add to it. I hope you enjoy reading this. I know you lurk on here but obviously that hasn't done much to help.