I had to make a call asking to be tested for STD's today - that sucks. I didn't have to do it because I was doing anything wrong, I had to do it because he sucks.
Last night he says 'I know you wanted to wait until our minister gets back so we could see him, but do you mind if I talk to so and so?' I don't believe I said anything about we - I very distinctly said 'I'. I don't care what he does at this point - I'm worried about getting my head on straight. Again, not because I did anything wrong, but because he sucks.
IF there is any chance of us staying together, he needs to figure out why it was okay in his head to do what he did. He had no remorse until she left him, so the remorse he feels now, that he was caught, is just pathetic in my eyes because he sucks!
The hardest part about all of this is it's so new, that I'm still in the 'I can't believe it' stage a good portion of my day. I find myself having conversations with him about things and then, suddenly, I remember, and I want to punch him. He sucks.
