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savvy (original poster member #39102) posted at 2:41 AM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Well I thought we were on road to R.
We were spending more time together he said he wanted to work things out. Blah blah blah
Well he has been seeing her all along. Found him talking with scumbag in his car. I am so over this. I'm filing. So much hurt so much pain. How do I recover from this
Feel like my world has crumbled all over again. It hurts soo much and I'm so angry at same time 
me-BS (52).
2 children 24 and 23
Together 33 years divorced one year
Ow-(30)and she knew me knew he is married.
D-day 1 4/24/2013
D-day 2. 7/9/2013. Day after anniversary
D-day 3. 8/12/13.
Filing for divorce
sudra ( member #30143) posted at 2:53 AM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
I am so so sorry. It's everyone's nightmare. No words of wisdom, just wanted to know you were heard. Take care.
(((savvy)))
Me (BW) (5\64), Him(SAWH) (68)Married 31 years, 1 son (28), 1 stepdaughter (36) DDay #1 January 2004DDay #2 7-27-2010 7 month EA/PA (became "engaged" to OW before he told me he wanted a divorce)Working on R
isadora ( member #29130) posted at 2:59 AM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
I'm sorry. Hang in there. It does get better.
Me: BW Him: who cares
Divorced: 4/2015
2 DDs and 2DSs
Who knows how many affairs at this point
Multiple D-Days
I can only control myself, no one else. I do not have that kind of power.
brkn_heartd ( member #30396) posted at 3:26 AM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
I am so sorry this has happened. My H broken NC about 1 month after Dday and broke for 6 weeks before I found out. It almost destroyed me and him. I stayed, but I will tell you it jeopardized everything. Probably if I had a redo, I wouldn't have stayed.
Hugs to you.
Me-57 BS
Him 65-WS
Married 38 yrs, together 40
Affair Aug-Dec 09
official D-12/14/09
broke NC 1/31/10
second D 3/19/10
SoVerySadNow ( member #36711) posted at 3:32 AM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Me:BW
Him:WH
D-day(s),after years of TT and Gaslighting was Labor Day Weekend 2012, continuing for a week after. *Dammit! More TT 3/9/13
Really trending toward D- planning about it is my "happy place" now.
Dare2Trust ( member #21183) posted at 4:48 AM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Me BS 59
WH 58
Married 19 years
D-Day Nov 3, 2005
Child: Adopted Daughter 21 College Student now
I can understand being alone; but I hate being with someone and feeling lonely.
Nature_Girl ( member #32554) posted at 6:19 AM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Oh Honey, I'm so sorry. (((((HUGS)))
Me = BS
Him = EX-d out (abusive troglodyte NPD SA)
3 tween-aged kids
Together 20 years
D-Day: Memorial Weekend 2011
2013 - DIVORCED!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJgjyDFfJuU
RedWheelBarrow ( member #38966) posted at 8:34 AM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
(((hugs)))) So sorry. This happened to me too.
Me: BW 50
Him:Peter Pan late 50's
DS: 13
Married 14 years, together 17 years
DDay #1 Nov.2012, plus more, more, more!
OW : 25 years younger
Divorced!
Duffy1958 ( member #39755) posted at 9:42 AM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
If you get a chance & can ask him, "What was his friggin point?" They lie anyway but good cripes! How cruel! What a pig-headed asshat.
Please do file. It is the WISE thing to do. Slap him with a little reality check.
Much strength to you Savvy. (hugs too)
Me-SAHW soon 55
Him-asshat age 60
Married 3.5 years together 13.5
Step-children 8 altogether Grandchildren.
Cheaters are the same yesterday, today & forever. They may have different caveats but they lie the same & pull the same shit.
Where i
Lalagirl ( member #14576) posted at 12:56 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
((((savvy))))
I am so very sorry. I wish I had the words to make it all better - seeing this breaks my heart.
You will recover - and we'll be here for you every step of the way. Do you have an IC? Can you talk to your doc for something to take the edge off a little (something for anxiety)?
Sending strength & big hugs,
Lala
2025: Me-59 FWH-61 Married 41 years grown daughters- 41 & 37. 1 GS,11yo GD & 9yo GD (DD40); Five grands ages 15 to 8. D-day #1-1/06; D-day #2-3/07 Reconciled! Construction Complete. Astra inclinant, sed non obligant
Dawnie ( member #26912) posted at 2:22 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
I am so sorry...
This happened to me too, but we were only about 2 months into (false) R....
Honestly my D day #2 was a gift in disguise because it kicked me into reality and gave me the strength to file for D and move on with my life. It was a tough few weeks at first but I came out better and happier then I could ever imagine being. It has been 3 1/2 years and today my life is awesome..
Hang in there
(((savvy))
DIVORCED! Remarried to a real man!
BW (me) - 41 (now 48)
WH (him) - 43 (now 50)
OW - 23 yr old foreign gold digging whore looking for her American meal ticket
1 14 yr old son (now 21)
married 20 years/together 25 years
D day - 9/23/2009 5pm
NeverAgain2013 ( member #38121) posted at 2:38 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
It really IS unforgiveable when a cheater is given the GIFT of forgiveness by their betrayed spouse and instead of being grateful for it and feeling remorse for the devastation they've caused, they instead kick the betrayed in the face a SECOND time by doing the same exact thing they did the first time.
Savvy, you don't him anything at this point. Not a damned thing. He took your forgiveness and shit all over it. You've done MORE than your share.
Be careful - that 'knight in shining armor' may very well be nothing more than an assclown wrapped in tin foil.
ME: 50+ years old and cute as a button :-)
Ex-WBF: Just a lying, cheating, gravy-sucking pig - and I left him in 2012.
tushnurse ( member #21101) posted at 3:22 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
(((Savvy)))
Knowing now is really a gift for you. The pain may be overwhelming, but you know in your heart that you did all you could. He chose to be a selfish asshat, douchetroll.
Now you can focus on YOU. YOU deserve sooo much more. YOU will have it too. Look to the future where you are happy, and free of the pain and anxiety that he has caused you.
((((and strength)))
Me: FBSHim: FWSKids: 23 & 27 Married for 32 years now, was 16 at the time.D-Day Sept 26 2008R'd in about 2 years. Old Vet now.
savvy (original poster member #39102) posted at 11:45 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Thank you all for kind words.
I know I deserve better than this. I asked him why he would lead me on to think we could work it out and he said he wanted to try to see if he could rekindle the old spark.
Well how the hell did he think this was going to happen with her still in the picture. And beside the fact that we have been together 30 years, love doesn't really spark anymore it becomes a deeper comfortable knowing your there for each other love.
Well I am in soo much pain all over again but now I'm angry also and I'm using that anger. I have already made an appointment to see a lawyer.
He can have fun with his little scumbag while I move on and improve my life!!!!
me-BS (52).
2 children 24 and 23
Together 33 years divorced one year
Ow-(30)and she knew me knew he is married.
D-day 1 4/24/2013
D-day 2. 7/9/2013. Day after anniversary
D-day 3. 8/12/13.
Filing for divorce
1Faith ( member #38975) posted at 11:49 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Oh Savvy
I am so so sorry. I truly am.
Deep breaths and know that you deserve better than this. You do.
I wish I was there to give you a hug and smack him in the head.
File and move forward. He is incapable of the truth. Be strong and know that we are all here for you.
Sending hugs. PM me anytime.
((((Hugs)))
Sometimes my life feels like a test I didn't study for
brkn_heartd ( member #30396) posted at 2:10 AM on Thursday, July 11th, 2013
Does he know you are done? What is his reaction?
Me-57 BS
Him 65-WS
Married 38 yrs, together 40
Affair Aug-Dec 09
official D-12/14/09
broke NC 1/31/10
second D 3/19/10
savvy (original poster member #39102) posted at 2:22 AM on Thursday, July 11th, 2013
He knows I am filing. He agrees and thinks that he has caused too much hurt to be able to fix it. it is his coward way out I believe. I think he wanted me to catch him again so that I would make the choice for him. he is too much of a coward ask for a divorce
me-BS (52).
2 children 24 and 23
Together 33 years divorced one year
Ow-(30)and she knew me knew he is married.
D-day 1 4/24/2013
D-day 2. 7/9/2013. Day after anniversary
D-day 3. 8/12/13.
Filing for divorce
RockyMtn ( member #37043) posted at 3:52 AM on Thursday, July 11th, 2013
FTG. FTG. FTG.
And get ye over to the S/D forum. When I was on the brink of filing, I hung out there a lot. Good people, good advice.
Take care, savvy.
Me, BS, 30s
Him, WS, 30s, Steppenwolf
Kids: Yep
D-Day 1: September 2011, 6 week EA
D-Day 2: January 2013, discovered EA was a PA; there was another PA in 2010. All TT.
Goal = serenity.
savvy (original poster member #39102) posted at 3:58 AM on Thursday, July 11th, 2013
me-BS (52).
2 children 24 and 23
Together 33 years divorced one year
Ow-(30)and she knew me knew he is married.
D-day 1 4/24/2013
D-day 2. 7/9/2013. Day after anniversary
D-day 3. 8/12/13.
Filing for divorce
Lalagirl ( member #14576) posted at 12:38 PM on Thursday, July 11th, 2013
2025: Me-59 FWH-61 Married 41 years grown daughters- 41 & 37. 1 GS,11yo GD & 9yo GD (DD40); Five grands ages 15 to 8. D-day #1-1/06; D-day #2-3/07 Reconciled! Construction Complete. Astra inclinant, sed non obligant
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